It’s my last night at home before my big adventure. My dad just left, my main support system, the person I can really depend on and that I love so much. I just broke down. And the only person I want to talk to is you- my other support system, and I can’t. I miss you so so much. I need you. I wish I can just reach out to you. I can’t stop crying. I’m scared to start this adventure by myself. I just wish I had you to tell me you love me, that you’re here for me, and that it will be okay. I know that if I did call you you would be there and be supportive to me, but I know I shouldn’t. This is the hardest battle that I have been fighting for the past 2 weeks. I just want to give up. I have no one else to turn to right now. All I want is you. Even if it’s only for one minute.